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Not Like This

by Kate Nyx

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I can feel it crawling up my throat I can feel it begging me to take over Suddenly it's threatening to choke [green monster] I sound like I'm sky high when I'm stone cold sober And my face is turning red And there's burning in my head I've still got some learning left to do She's so pretty I could die So much prettier than I Comparison's the death of joy But you're too good to be true I stomp my hooves Howl at the moon It's breaking through... I see in the comments that you're loved [they love ya] I see strangers promise that they're your backup God, your public just can't get enough [can’t get enough] I guess I just happen to be Little Miss Bad Luck And my eyes are turning green My psyche is a murder scene Why do I want to be mean to you? You're so pretty I could die So much prettier than I Comparison's the death of joy But you're too good to be true I stomp my hooves Howl at the moon It's breaking through... This isn’t about you it’s about what I think I can’t do What I can’t see, what I can’t be The green monster inside of me I stomp my hooves Howl at the moon It's breaking through... So I blaze a brilliant path Tell myself I’m not so bad Try to find a confiedence that’s true I am beauty, I am grace, I’m allowed to take up space You are perfect in your place And I am perfect, too.
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Underrated 03:27
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Family Crest 03:34

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Introducing "Not Like This" - Funky Folk Rock for Groovy Goblins, Forged in the Virtual Spotlight!

"Not Like This" is a feral fusion of groove and grit; each track is a window into the life of a career musician who’s never “made it big”, from funk-infused anthems about jealousy and personal growth to soulful, introspective tunes that resonate with the eternal longing baked into the life of an artist. The lyrics are direct from my diary, weaving tales of grief, validation, & learning to love myself without lying to myself.

This record is a testament to the power of collaboration. I've had the privilege of teaming up with some remarkable talents, including the witty nerdcore rapper Schaffer the Dark Lord, the soulful singer-songwriter SJ Tucker, and the mesmerizing industrial cellist Unwoman. Together, we've created a sonic landscape that's rich, diverse, and honestly a little mind-blowing. Like, I enjoy this album. Do you know how rare that is for me to say?

This is my love letter to the boundless potential of technology and community. My virtual variety show served as the catalyst, uniting artists, fans, and innovation to craft something truly extraordinary as a team. It's proof that even in the digital space, live entertainment is a bridge connecting us all.

“Not Like This" is my musical magnum opus; I recorded, mixed, and mastered it entirely in my home studio. It's an album that takes no prisoners and leaves no listener's heart untouched. From the surf-soaked guitar riffs to bouncing bass lines to the frank but poetic lyrics, this album is a rollercoaster of emotions that will have you dancing in your seat from start to finish.

“After all I’ve been through, I’m sorry I can’t be your ingenue/but if you want love and growth and truth, get in loser, ‘cause I want that too” - Underrated, Not Like This

[This download will include the 8 tracks from the official album release as well as 5 bonus tracks, a PDF lyric booklet, & mobile/desktop wallpapers.]
cover photo by Chad Harnish

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released October 31, 2023

Featuring collaborations with Schaffer the Darklord, Unwoman, and SJ Tucker
Everything else written & performed by Kate Nyx

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Kate Nyx Lancaster, Pennsylvania

Maker. Musician. Feral faerie feminist. Chronically the illest. That clown girl from Pinterest. Punk rock pixie pinup.
Photos by Chad Harnish

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